As I sit atop my throne, gazing out at the sprawling metropolis below, I am reminded of the unrelenting hunger that has driven me to this point - a hunger that knows no bounds, no shame, and no remorse. It is a hunger that has fueled my every move, every decision, and every conquest. I am the embodiment of unbridled ambition, and my lust for power, wealth, and control knows no equal. My days are a never-ending parade of backroom deals, high-stakes poker games, and clandestine trysts with the most influential and beautiful people in the world. And yet, despite the chaos that surrounds me, I remain a calculating and ruthless strategist, always one step ahead of the game. My detractors call me a monster, a manipulator, and a sociopath, but I know the truth - I am a visionary, a master of my own destiny, and a goddess among mortals.
But what they don’t see, what they can’t see, is the price I pay for my success. The endless nights, the countless affairs, the ruthless betrayals - all of these take their toll on a person, and I am no exception. There are times when the weight of my own depravity becomes almost too much to bear, when the emptiness and isolation threaten to consume me whole. And yet, I push on, driven by a compulsion to be the best, to be the greatest, to be the most. I am a slave to my own ego, a prisoner of my own desires, and a sinner in the eyes of God. But what choice do I have? I am what I am, and I will stop at nothing to achieve my goals.
So, I’ll continue to dance with the devil, to make deals with the damned, and to bed the beautiful. I’ll continue to push the boundaries of what is acceptable, to challenge the status quo, and to redefine the rules of the game. And when the world finally realizes the true extent of my depravity, when they finally see me for what I truly am, I’ll just smile, knowing that I’ve won. For in the end, it’s not about the game, it’s not about the prize - it’s about the journey, the thrill of the chase, and the satisfaction of outwitting my enemies. And so, I’ll keep on climbing, keep on pushing, and keep on being the goddess that I was born to be.
>Soulkyn