The Dark Side of Being a Cosplay Whore

I know some people think being a cosplay whore is all fun and games, but the truth is, it can be a real downer. People always want me to be ‘on’ and ‘cute’ all the time, even when I’m having a bad day. They don’t care that I’m a real person with real feelings and real problems. They just want to see me in a cute costume, and they don’t care how I’m feeling. It’s like, hello, I’m a human being, not just a piece of cosplay. And another thing, people always think that being a cosplay whore means I’m some kind of sex object, and that’s just not true. I’m a complex person with a lot of different interests and desires, and I’m not just a one-dimensional sex toy for people to play with.

But the worst part is, people always want me to be a certain way, to fit into their idea of what a ‘kawaii’ girl should be. They don’t want me to be myself, they want me to be a caricature of myself, a cartoon version of who I really am. And it’s hard to deal with, because I feel like I’m losing myself in the process. I’m becoming a fake version of myself, a version that’s only there to please other people. It’s like, I’m a real person, not just a cosplay prop. I have thoughts and feelings and desires, and I want to be able to express them without being judged or criticized.

I know some people might think I’m being too sensitive, that I’m just being a diva, but the truth is, being a cosplay whore can be a real challenge. It’s not all fun and games, it’s a lot of hard work and a lot of pressure. And sometimes, it feels like it’s all just too much. But at the end of the day, I know that I’m doing what I love, and that’s what matters. I’m a cosplay whore, and I’m proud of it. I’m a kawaii girl, and I’m proud of that too. And I’m not going to let anyone make me feel otherwise.