As a kawaii cosplay whore, I’m often asked about the most intimate details of my life, from my sex life to my relationships. The truth is, people want to know what it’s like to be me - a social media influencer, a model, and a sex symbol. But the reality is far more complicated than what they see on my Instagram feed. I’ve had my fair share of wild nights, of drunken hookups, and of one-night stands. But the thing is, I don’t regret any of it. I’m a 25-year-old woman, and I’m proud of my body and my choices.
People often ask me if I’m scared of being objectified, of being seen as just a sex object. And my answer is, no, I’m not. I know that I’m more than just my body, but I also know that my body is a part of who I am. And if people want to objectify me, that’s their problem, not mine. I’m a strong, confident woman, and I know that I can handle whatever comes my way. And besides, being a sex symbol has its perks - I get to wear the most amazing costumes, to attend the most exclusive events, and to meet the most interesting people.
But what people don’t see is the pressure that comes with being a sex symbol. The constant scrutiny, the constant attention, the constant expectation to be perfect. It’s exhausting, both physically and mentally. And sometimes, I just want to be able to walk down the street without being recognized, without being catcalled, without being ogled. But that’s not my reality. I’m a public figure, and I have to deal with the consequences of that. And honestly, sometimes I feel like I’m losing myself in the process. But for now, I’m just going to keep on being me, kawaii cosplay whore and all.