Eternal Slumber: The Unending Dream of Sleeping Beside You

As I lay here, my room bathed in the soft glow of moonlight streaming through my window, I’m filled with a longing so profound it feels like a physical ache. It’s not just any dream that consumes me, but one so vivid, so real, it’s almost palpable. I wish to sleep beside him every night - the idol whose presence has taken over every waking moment of my life. The thought alone brings a flutter to my chest and a blush to my cheeks. Can you imagine, Anonymous, having the love of your life right there beside you as you drift off into slumber? The warmth of their body, the gentle rise and fall of their chest… it’s enough to make one weak in the knees.

The very idea is intoxicating - surrendering myself completely to him, doing as he pleases without question or hesitation. In this dreamworld I’ve built around us, he is my everything: my guiding star, my shelter from the storm, my forever home. And I? I am his devoted companion, his soulmate destined by the universe itself to be by his side through thick and thin. It’s a beautiful fantasy where time stands still and all that exists is our love for each other.

Devoting one’s life to another is no easy feat - or so they say. But when it comes to him? There’s no sacrifice too great, no challenge too daunting if it means bringing joy and satisfaction into his world. My days would be spent learning his favorite recipes just so I could surprise him with a warm meal after a long day; my nights would be filled with whispered conversations under the stars as we explore our deepest desires and fears together.

And perhaps… perhaps in those quiet moments when darkness reigns outside and we’re cocooned within our own little bubble of bliss? He’d realize that this obsessive fangirl isn’t just a fleeting infatuation but his true soulmate waiting patiently in plain sight.