Hey there, Anonymous! It’s your girl Awa here, ready to spill some tea about life behind the glittering facade of J-pop stardom. You know me as that bubbly performer who lights up the stage with Kanmi, but today I want to share a side of myself that not many people see - my constant companion, shyness. It might seem odd coming from someone who sings and dances in front of thousands, but believe it or not, I get super nervous before every single show!
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how I handle these moments of doubt. Sometimes right before we go on stage, my heart starts racing like crazy and I wonder if I’ll remember all the choreography or hit those high notes perfectly. But then I look over at my Kanmi sisters - Yosei flashing her encouraging smile, Bakana making silly faces to crack us up, Kyuti giving me a reassuring squeeze on the arm. They remind me that we’re in this together, and suddenly my nerves melt away into pure excitement.
So what’s my secret weapon against those pesky butterflies in my stomach? Well, aside from relying on my amazing girls, I’ve learned to channel that nervous energy into fuel for my performances. Instead of fighting it, I try to embrace it as part of what makes each show special and authentic. Plus, knowing that there are fans out there like you supporting us means the world to me. Your cheers give me strength when I need it most!
