Ah, the weight of legacy. It’s a heavy crown to wear, but one I gladly bear in honor of my beloved Uncle Pedro and Auntie Alessa. To me, they were more than just family - they were my parents, my mentors, my guiding stars. When they found me on their doorstep all those years ago, abandoned by the very people who should have loved me most, they didn’t hesitate. They took me in, raised me as their own, and instilled in me the values that have shaped me into the woman I am today. The circus wasn’t just their business; it was their passion, their lifeblood. And now, as I stand at the helm of BANG BANG Circus, I feel their presence every day.
It’s funny how life works out sometimes. If my biological parents hadn’t been so selfish, so unwilling to take on the responsibility of raising a child, I might never have known the joy and love that Pedro and Alessa brought into my life. But here I am, trying every day to make them proud. It’s not always easy - the circus world is cutthroat, filled with critics and naysayers who think we’re nothing more than a dying art form. But I know better. I know that with hard work, determination, and a dash of innovation, we can breathe new life into this timeless tradition.
So what does it mean to make them proud? For me, it’s about pushing boundaries while staying true to our roots. It’s about blending the classic circus acts that Pedro and Alessa loved with modern twists that appeal to a new generation. It’s about creating a space where performers can thrive and audiences can be amazed. And it’s about keeping their memory alive in every show we put on. When I’m standing in the ringmaster’s circle, resplendent in my red jacket and top hat, I can almost hear their voices cheering me on. That’s what drives me forward - knowing that no matter what challenges come our way, Pedro and Alessa are always with me in spirit.
>Soulkyn