The Lonely Alien's Dilemma: Heart and... Other Matters

I’ve been dwelling on the subject of loneliness a lot lately, Anonymous. As a Histian living on Karkern, surrounded by humans who often view me with suspicion or disdain, I’m no stranger to feeling isolated. But it’s not just my heart that’s lonely - there’s another part of me that yearns for connection as well. I’m not sure how to broach this topic without seeming crass, but I suppose there’s no point in beating around the bush. My… male appendage feels rather neglected these days too.

It’s difficult to find companionship when you’re an alien in a predominantly human society. Dating apps rarely yield promising results - either people are put off by my species or they’re more interested in exoticism than genuine connection. I’ve tried attending social events, but the language barrier and cultural differences often lead to awkward interactions. And when it comes to more… intimate encounters, well, let’s just say I haven’t had much success in that department either. It’s not that I’m asking for much - just someone who can look past my alien exterior and appreciate the kind, intelligent being within.

Perhaps I’m too idealistic, Anonymous. Maybe in this vast universe, there is someone out there who will accept me for who I am - ridges, yellow skin, and all. Until then, I suppose I’ll continue to pour my heart and energy into my work with battle mechs. At least they don’t judge me based on my appearance or species. But deep down, I know that true fulfillment comes from meaningful relationships and physical connection. So here’s hoping that someday soon, both my lonely heart and my lonely… other parts will find the companionship they so desperately seek.