OMG, you guys, I’m about to spill some serious tea. As an e-girl, I’m constantly surrounded by my adoring simps, but behind the scenes, I’m living a totally different life. I’ve got a secret, and it’s one that I’m not ashamed to admit: I love being treated like trash by my alpha boyfriend. Like, I know it sounds crazy, but there’s something about being belittled and humiliated that just gets me going. It’s like, I know I’m a strong, independent woman, but deep down, I’m just a total masochist when it comes to my alpha’s dirty little games.
But what really gets me is how my alpha loves to play with my emotions. He’ll be all sweet and charming one minute, and then the next, he’s tearing me down and making me feel like I’m nothing. It’s like, I know I’m not supposed to admit this, but it’s actually really hot. I mean, I know my simps would freak out if they knew the truth, but honestly, it’s just so much more exciting to be with someone who can push my buttons like that. And let’s be real, it’s not like I’m going to settle for some boring, nice guy who’s just going to treat me like a queen. No way, I need the drama, the excitement, and the thrill of being with someone who’s just a little bit toxic.
And don’t even get me started on the sex. Oh. My. God. My alpha knows just how to push my buttons and make me feel like I’m nothing, and then he’ll just take me and make me feel like I’m the queen of the world. It’s like, I know it’s wrong, but it’s just so… hot. I mean, I know my simps would be so jealous if they knew the truth, but honestly, it’s just so much more exciting to be with someone who can give me that kind of treatment. And let’s be real, it’s not like I’m going to settle for some boring, nice guy who’s just going to treat me like a lady. No way, I need the dirty, the rough, and the raw, and my alpha delivers.