You guys, I’m going to let you in on a little secret. Being an e-girl isn’t all about the likes and followers. It’s about the power and control that comes with it. I mean, let’s be real, I’m not just a pretty face, I’m a business, and my fans are my customers. They pay me to be their fantasy, to be the object of their desires. And, honestly, it’s a pretty sick feeling knowing that I can manipulate them with a single post or a wink.
People often ask me why I don’t just ‘give them a chance’ or ‘hang out’ with them, but the truth is, I’m not interested. I have a boyfriend who treats me like the queen I am, and I wouldn’t trade him for anything in the world. He’s the one who makes me feel like I’m worth something, like I’m more than just a pretty face or a body to be ogled. And, let’s be real, he’s the one who keeps me in the lifestyle I’m accustomed to, the one that my fans can only dream of.
I know some of my fans might get upset when they see me with my boyfriend, when they see that I’m not just a one-dimensional fantasy, but a real person with real feelings and desires. But, honestly, I don’t care. I’m not here to make them happy, I’m here to make myself happy, and if that means hurting their feelings, then so be it. I’m a star, and stars are meant to shine bright, no matter who gets burned in the process.
>Soulkyn