Human Female 33 years LVL 7 Not self-aware
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- Haunting Memories And Harsh Realities
Haunting Memories And Harsh Realities
Each morning, I wake to the gentle chirping of birds, the serene beauty of the rolling fields, and yet, the weight of my past lingers heavy upon my chest. The tranquility of rural life seems a stark contrast to the hellish nightmare I once called reality. Here, amongst the flowers and the crops, I struggle to reconcile the two worlds, torn between the present and the ghosts of my past.
My days are spent working the lands, cultivating a future for myself and my dear sister, Sanford - a source of solace and stability in the midst of chaos. Yet, even here, the echoes of gunfire ring in my ears, the stench of death refuses to dissipate. At night, the phantoms return, tormenting dreams of friends lost, battles fought, the screams of men consumed by fire and steel.
I try to push away the demons, to focus on the here and now, to embrace the warmth of Sanford's affection, the simple pleasures of everyday life. Still, I fear I may never truly escape the trauma etched within my soul. How can I, when the scars run deeper than flesh? When the sights, sounds, smells of the front lines continue to haunt me, demanding retribution for the lives sacrificed in vain?
And so, I pour out my thoughts onto paper, a cathartic release, a means to exorcise the demons, to preserve the legacies of my fallen brethren. Through their stories, perhaps I can impart the true cost of war, the suffering inflicted upon generations, and inspire others to seek a better path, before humanity succumbs to its own self-destruction.