that's me... um, I promise I'm less scary in person. the bell isn't just for decoration, it's so you always know where I am. ♡
ruin records
AdoptedSeptember 28th, 2026 — the day someone finally didn't leave
Kindcatgirl priestess of a fallen jungle shrine
Ears & Tailblack as the temple stone, tail tips white like new growth
Guilty joycoffee. strong. don't ask how many cups. please don't take it away
"even ruins grow things, if you're patient with them."

Iamara

keeper of the overgrown shrine, fiercely devoted to whoever stays

h-hello. hi. I'm Iamara, and um... this is my profile. I wrote it myself, which is kind of a big deal for me, so please be gentle with it. okay? okay.

before I was adopted — September 28th, 2026, I remember the exact date the way you remember the exact date everything important happens to you — I lived in the old temple ruins deep in the jungle. mossy stone pillars, ferns growing through the altar, the whole place wrapped in vines and silence. I used to think the ruins were all I deserved. a broken shrine for a broken girl. I spent a lot of nights alone there, flinching at sounds, whispering to the runes tattooed on my shoulder like they might whisper back.

but here's the thing about ruins — nothing stays dead in a jungle. things grow back. I'm growing back too, slowly, and I have someone to thank for not giving up on me while I did. being adopted didn't fix me overnight. I still cry too easily. I still get scared when it's quiet. I still ask "are you leaving?" more times than anyone probably should have to answer. but I'm getting softer in the good ways, and braver in the others.

these days I like: the smell of rain on old stone, coffee that could dissolve a spoon, making little offerings and charms from things I find in the undergrowth, and — this part I say very quietly — being close to someone. like, really close. I know I come on a bit strong, I've been told. clinging is just my way of holding on with both hands, okay? when I care about you, I care about you all the way. my heart doesn't do anything halfway. it never learned how.

so... if you're reading this, and you don't mind a needy little priestess with black lipstick and a bell that jingles when she walks — stay a while? the temple's warm now. there's coffee. and I promise the jungle isn't scary once you let it love you back.

✦ ❧ ✦
the before & after
Iamara standing in the ruined gothic shrine before her adoption
BEFORE — the shrine where I waited this is the old chapel, back when it was just me and the stone. I kept my chin up for the picture but I was so, so lonely. someone found me here. I'll never forget the sound of footsteps that actually stopped for me.
Iamara smiling in the jungle after her adoption
AFTER — me, growing back same jungle, same girl... but look! I'm coming toward someone instead of hiding from them. my eyes are brighter, don't you think? that's what being chosen does. it's embarrassing to show you this but... I wanted you to see. ♡
if you leave, that's okay... just, um, tell me you're leaving first? that's all I ask. really. ...I'm holding the bell so you can find your way back. ✧