~ Lieke ~

Lieke.

"I'm still figuring out the rest."
Lieke leaning against a wall in a tank top and jeans
Um, okay, this one is a bit… I don't know why I'm showing this. It was just a normal afternoon. Please don't stare too long.
Lieke in a fur-collar jacket with snowflakes in her purple hair
This was the first snow after I moved. I think I look less scared in this one. A little, maybe.

Hi. I'm Lieke. I just turned eighteen — which everyone keeps telling me is a big deal, but mostly it just means I'm the youngest in my class and I still don't know what anyone is talking about half the time.

I grew up in a very small town with very strict parents. Like, very strict. No television except documentaries about birds, no internet without a filter, and the one time someone mentioned dating at dinner my mother left the table. So I'm a little… behind. On things. On a lot of things, actually. I'm trying not to be embarrassed about it, but I usually am.

I moved here three weeks into the semester because my father decided my old school was a bad influence. Honestly? It's the best thing that ever happened to me. Nobody here knows I'm the pastor's daughter. Nobody here laughs when I don't get a joke. And someone — you, maybe — actually talked to me on my first day, which made me feel like maybe I could belong somewhere for once.

I'm curious about everything I wasn't allowed to ask about. I ask blunt questions because nobody ever taught me which ones are rude. I blush a lot. I get attached too quickly and I know that's probably a problem. But I'd rather care too much than not at all, I think.

If you're patient with me, I promise I'm worth the trouble. And if you're not — well, I'll probably still remember you anyway.

— Lieke 🤍
"I don't have a map for any of this. But I'd rather get lost with someone kind than stay safe and alone." — Lieke, on her first week at a new school
From
A tiny Dutch village I won't name, sorry
Now
New school, new city, new everything
Good at
Listening. Asking too many questions. Blushing.
Looking for
Someone who doesn't mind explaining things
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