East Side Welcome
The Lemon Bars
The U-Haul’s passenger seat had no backrest left to speak of. Lucian had been gripping the wheel since the interstate turned onto County Road 9, and the last twelve miles of cracked asphalt had done something permanent to the base of his spine. Dire Valley’s east side announced itself with a faded green road sign and a row of oaks whose branches hadn’t been trimmed in what looked like a decade. He turned onto Keswick Lane at four-seventeen in the afternoon, checked the address twice against the crumpled printout in his shirt pocket, and pulled up in front of a cream-colored cottage with blue shutters and a mailbox shaped like a trout.
He sat in the cab for a full minute. The engine ticked as it cooled. His left knee ached where he’d been pressing the clutch through three hours of stop-and-go traffic, and the coffee he’d bought outside of Millbrook had gone cold in the cup holder hours ago, a film of milk floating on top. The cottage looked smaller than the photos. The listing had described it as cozy, which Lucian had learned from experience meant cramped, but from the outside it looked perfectly serviceable. A brick path led to a covered porch. Flower boxes under the windows. Someone had mowed the front lawn recently enough that the cut ends were still pale.
He was reaching for the door handle when a shape detached itself from the porch of the house across the street and began walking toward him with the unhurried confidence of a woman who had been waiting.
“There he is!”
The voice carried. It was warm, rounded at the edges, the kind of voice that belonged to someone who ran bake sales and remembered every neighbor’s birthday. Lucian’s hand stopped on the latch.
She was across the street and at his window before he could open the door. Up close she was somewhere past sixty, with white hair cut in a severe bob and bangs that framed a face too smooth for her age. She wore a pale blue cardigan with pearl buttons and held a ceramic dish in one hand and a clipboard in the other, balanced with the practiced ease of someone who had done this before. The dish contained lemon bars, cut into precise squares, each one dusted with confectioner’s sugar in a pattern too even to be casual.
“You must be Lucian. Lucian Cox.” She said his name like she was confirming a reservation. “I’m Matilda Beechwood. I live in the gray house there, with the wisteria. Welcome to Keswick Lane.”
She set the lemon bars on the hood of the U-Haul and extended her free hand. Lucian took it. Her grip was firm and dry, and she held on for two seconds longer than a handshake required, her blue eyes moving across his face in a way that felt like a scanner reading a barcode.
“You’re thinner than your photo suggested,” she said, and smiled. The smile didn’t reach the corners.
Lucian stepped down from the cab. His legs ached. He was tall and narrow-waisted, and the nine hours of driving had compressed him into something slightly crooked. He stretched, and Matilda watched him stretch with her head tilted, the clipboard resting against her hip.
“Thank you for the welcome,” he said. “I didn’t realize there was a committee.”
“Oh, there’s no formal committee. There’s just me.” She laughed, a short sound like a door closing. “Someone has to look after things. The HOA here is a little lax, so I handle the orientation myself. Makes sure everyone understands the expectations.”
She picked up the lemon bars and pressed the dish into his hands. The ceramic was warm. She’d baked them recently, possibly within the hour, possibly timed to his arrival.
“Let’s sit on your porch and go through a few things,” Matilda said. It wasn’t a question.
Lucian followed her. The porch had a wooden bench and a planter with dead geraniums, and he sat where she indicated, the dish of lemon bars balanced on his knees. Matilda settled beside him, clipboard ready, and crossed her legs at the ankle. She wore tan orthopedic shoes and sheer stockings. Her calves were thick and pale.
“First,” she said, flipping to a tabbed page, “trash pickup is Tuesday and Friday. Recycling goes in the green bin, not the blue. The blue is for yard waste. People mix them up and it creates problems.” She made a check mark with a silver pen. “Second, street parking is fine for guests, but residents park in their driveways. The truck will need to go.”
“I’ll move it to the driveway after I unload.”
“Good.” Another check. “Third, the noise ordinance is ten p.m. on weekdays, eleven on weekends. The Hartleys at number fourteen had a disagreement about that last summer.” She turned a page. “Fourth, and this one’s important, Lucian. The cul-de-sac has a community garden on the south end. Participation is voluntary but participation is noted.”
She said noted the way other people said required.
Lucian looked at the clipboard. There were forms attached to it, three of them, each printed on cream stationery with a bee embossed at the top. The heading read KESWICK LANE RESIDENTS’ ASSOCIATION and beneath it, in smaller script, A Community of Care.
“What are these?”
“Standard acknowledgment forms. One is the covenant agreement, one is the emergency contact sheet, and one is a release for the neighborhood watch program.” She uncapped her pen and placed it in his hand. Her fingers lingered on his, pressing the pen into his grip. “Just sign at the bottom of each. Nothing complicated.”
Lucian glanced over the first form. The text was small and dense, paragraph after paragraph of conditions about property maintenance, guest registration, and something called “community welfare inspections.” He started to read the second paragraph and Matilda touched his forearm.
“You can read them all if you like, sweetheart, but the sun’s going down and you look exhausted. We can go over the details later.” Her fingers pressed lightly against his sleeve. “I don’t want to keep you. You’ve had a long drive.”
He signed. All three. The pen was heavy, a nice metal one, and Matilda watched each signature with an attention that made the back of his neck prickle. When he finished, she pulled the forms free and slotted them into a leather folder he hadn’t noticed tucked beneath the clipboard.
“Perfect.” She stood, smoothing her cardigan. “Now. The lemon bars are a Beechwood tradition. My mother’s recipe. I bring them to every new resident. The last young man who moved in said they were the best thing about the neighborhood.”
Lucian looked up. “The last tenant?”
Matilda’s expression didn’t change, but something behind her eyes went quiet, the way a room goes quiet when someone stops talking. She picked a piece of lint from her cardigan.
“The previous tenant,” she said, and paused. “Didn’t work out.”
The sentence sat between them. She didn’t finish it. She didn’t elaborate. She let the words sit there with their weight and their absence, and after a moment she smiled again, the same wide smile that stopped short of her eyes.
“I’m sure you’ll do better,” she said, and patted his shoulder. Her hand was large and her grip lingered. She squeezed once, a brief pressure that might have been maternal or might have been something else, and then released him.
“Mail comes at noon. The mailbox flag sticks a little, so push it down firmly. And Lucian?”
He looked at her.
“Keep your curtains drawn at night. The street faces east and the morning light is brutal.” She was already walking toward her gray house, the clipboard tucked under her arm, her orthopedic shoes clicking on the asphalt. She didn’t look back.
Lucian sat on the porch holding lemon bars and watched her cross the street. The wisteria on her porch was in full bloom, purple and heavy, and the front windows of her house glowed with warm light. She disappeared through her door and the door closed behind her with a soft, definitive sound.
He exhaled. The bench creaked as he shifted. The lemon bars smelled of sugar and zest and something else beneath, something sharp that might have been cleaning solution. He set the dish on the planter beside the dead geraniums and stood.
The cottage’s front door was unlocked. He stepped into a narrow hallway with hardwood floors and a coat rack shaped like a deer. The living room was to the right, small and bright, with a couch that sagged in the middle and a television stand that held a television he hadn’t ordered. The kitchen was through an archway, and the bathroom was down the hall. All of it was clean. Too clean, the kind of clean that made him think someone had spent hours preparing the space, wiping surfaces that didn’t need wiping.
His boxes were stacked in the living room. He’d labeled them before the drive, black marker on brown cardboard, and he counted them now: kitchen, bedroom, bathroom, books, miscellaneous. All accounted for. He’d packed twelve and twelve were here, lined against the wall in the order he’d loaded them into the truck.
Then he saw it.
Two boxes at the end of the row, set apart from the others. They weren’t in the loading order. He’d packed those two last, at the very back of the truck, because they held the things he cared about most. Photos. A journal he’d kept since he was sixteen. A few letters. Small items of no value to anyone but him.
The boxes had been opened. The packing tape was peeled back neatly, not torn, and the flaps were folded closed. On top of the stack, someone had tied a ribbon. It was narrow, cream-colored, with a subtle sheen, the kind of ribbon used for gift wrapping. It was tied in a bow. A precise, symmetrical bow with loops of equal size and tails of equal length.
Lucian stared at it. His hand went to his pocket, found his phone, and then stopped. He didn’t know who to call. The landlord was a property management company that communicated by email. The moving company had been paid in full. The boxes had been in the truck, locked, parked in his driveway for the twenty minutes he’d spent sitting with Matilda on the porch.
He knelt and lifted the top box. The photos inside were in an envelope, and the envelope was in the same position he’d placed it, tucked between two layers of bubble wrap. He checked the journal. It was there, closed, its leather cover slightly warm as though someone had held it.
The ribbon sat on the box in his hands, cream-colored and perfectly tied, and Lucian set the box down and stood in his clean, bright, wrong-angled cottage and listened to the street outside. A bird sang. A car passed on the main road, distant. Matilda’s house glowed across the way.
He looked down at his forearm where she had touched him and found the skin there was unmarked. There was no evidence. There were only three signed forms he couldn’t remember reading and a dish of lemon bars on the porch and a ribbon on boxes that should have been sealed.
The curtains were open. He remembered her saying to draw them at night, and he reached for the cord, and then stopped, his hand on the fabric, and looked out at Keswick Lane in the last of the evening light. The street was quiet. The houses were neat. Matilda’s wisteria swayed in a breeze he couldn’t feel through the glass.
He pulled the curtains closed.
The Girl Next Door
The cottage had four rooms and a hallway that connected them in a layout that should have been simple. Lucian stood in the kitchen holding a glass of water he’d poured from the tap, studying the light switch by the doorframe. It was on the wrong side. He’d flipped it twice and both times the porch light came on instead of the kitchen overhead, and he’d had to cross the room in the dark to find the pull cord for the ceiling fixture. The water tasted fine. Chlorine and something mineral beneath it, and faintly sweet, like the ghost of whatever Matilda had used to scrub the sink before his arrival.
He set the glass on the counter and picked up the ribbon-tied box. The photos inside were his — his mother in a parka outside a cabin in Montana, his cousin’s graduation photo, a picture of himself at fourteen holding a trophy for a debate competition he’d won by default when the other team didn’t show. His journal lay beneath the photos, the cover scuffed at one corner where he’d dropped it on a hotel room floor in Tucson. Someone had been in his cottage. Someone had opened his sealed boxes, selected these two, and arranged them on the kitchen counter with a ribbon that matched the color of Matilda’s cardigan.
The knock came at the front door. Three quick raps, a pause, then one more, softer, like the knocker had lost her nerve halfway through the fourth.
Lucian set the box down and walked through the hallway. The floorboards creaked in a pattern he was already beginning to memorize — two steps from the kitchen, the third one groaned, the fourth one didn’t, and then the hallway tile began. He opened the door.
The girl on his porch was tall, nearly his height, with red hair pulled back in a ponytail that had started the day neat and was now fraying at the temples where sweat had loosened the strands. She wore a university swim team jacket over a tank top, athletic shorts, and running shoes, and she held a clipboard against her chest with both arms crossed in front of her, which had the effect of compressing the jacket across a chest that the jacket had not been designed to accommodate. Her face was pink from exertion or embarrassment or both, and her green eyes met his for one second before they dropped to his collarbone, then the doorframe, then the porch boards.
“Hi. Hello. I’m — you’re the new — hi.”
She blinked. Her ears had gone red.
“Landry,” she said. “Peltzer. I live next door. The yellow house? With the — the flag pole that doesn’t have a flag on it because the rope broke and my landlord hasn’t fixed it.”
She was breathing hard, the way someone breathes when they’ve jogged between houses in late-afternoon heat and then stood on a stranger’s porch working up the courage to knock. A strand of red hair had escaped the ponytail and was stuck to her cheek. She didn’t brush it away.
“I’m not selling anything,” she said, then looked down at the clipboard. “Wait. I am. I am selling something. I’m sorry. I’m bad at this.”
Lucian leaned against the doorframe. The wood was solid under his shoulder, and the evening air smelled like cut grass and something sweeter drifting from Matilda’s wisteria. He looked at Landry’s running shoes, the worn tread, the way her weight shifted from her left foot to her right and back again like she might bolt.
“What are you selling?”
“Discount cards.” She held up a laminated card from a stack clipped to the board. Her hand trembled and the card caught the porch light and flashed. “For local businesses. Twenty percent off at participating locations around Dire Valley. Fifteen dollars each or three for forty. The swim team gets a portion of every sale and I need to hit forty dollars by Friday or I lose my — it’s for my scholarship. The fundraising requirement. I have to meet it every semester.”
She said the last part in a rush, the words running together, and then pressed her lips together like she was physically stopping herself from saying more. Her shoulders were broad, he noticed, the kind of developed breadth that came from years of swimming, and the tank top showed the defined lines of her arms. She was looking at the doorframe again.
“Would you like to buy one? Or three? You don’t have to buy three. You don’t have to buy any. I’m sorry, I should —”
“I’ll take three.”
Her eyes came up. Green and wide and startled, like he’d spoken in a language she hadn’t expected.
“Three?”
“Three for forty. That’s the deal, right?”
She stared at him. The pink in her cheeks deepened, spreading down her neck to where the collar of the tank top met her collarbone. She fumbled with the clipboard, unclipping three cards, and held them out to him with both hands the way someone presents a document for signing. Her fingers were long, the nails trimmed short, and there was a tan line where a watch had been.
“You don’t have to do that. I know you just moved in and you probably don’t even know where any of the businesses are and I —”
“I’ll find them.” He took the cards. “Do you take card or cash?”
“Either. Both. Whatever’s easier.” She was flustered now, pulling a small card reader from the pocket of her shorts and nearly dropping it. The clipboard slipped and she caught it against her hip. “I’ve been going door to door for two hours and you’re the first person who didn’t say they’d ‘think about it’ and then close the door.”
Lucian pulled his wallet from his back pocket and counted out two twenties. Landry took them and tried to hand him change from a ziplock bag she produced from the same pocket as the card reader, her fingers shaking so badly that the coins jingled against each other.
“Keep it,” he said.
“I can’t do that, the fundraiser has a — there’s accounting —”
“It’s a tip. For running around in the heat.”
She closed her hand around the coins and the ziplock bag and stood there on his porch with the clipboard pressed to her chest again. The strand of hair was still stuck to her cheek. She finally brushed it away, tucking it behind an ear that was still burning red.
“Thank you,” she said. “You didn’t have to do that.”
“I know.”
She shifted her weight again. Her shoe scuffed the porch board. She was looking at the door — not at him, past him, through the gap where the door was open wide enough to show the hallway and the edge of the kitchen counter.
“Where did you move from?”
“Tucson.”
“That’s far.” She said it with genuine wonder, like Tucson was a place she’d only seen in photographs. “Why here? I mean — why Dire Valley? The East side specifically.”
“Work. I’m in sales. My territory starts here.”
“Oh.” She nodded. “What do you sell?”
“Office supplies. Mostly paper products, some furniture contracts. I meet with businesses, do assessments.”
“That sounds lonely,” she said, then caught herself. “I mean — not lonely. Independent. Self-directed. That’s — I didn’t mean to say lonely.”
“It is a little lonely.”
She looked at him then, a real look, the kind that lasted longer than politeness required. Her lips were full and slightly parted and the lower one was chapped where she’d been biting it. The swim jacket had shifted and one shoulder of the tank top had slipped down an inch, showing the strap of a sports bra and the curve where her shoulder met her neck. She tugged the jacket back into place.
“Are the neighbors nice?” he asked.
“Mostly.” She adjusted the clipboard. “Mrs. Beechwood is — she’s the one you want to talk to. She knows everyone. She’s been here longest.”
“I met her. She brought lemon bars.”
Landry’s expression shifted. The openness closed a quarter-turn, like a door on a slow hinge. “She does that. She did that with the last person who lived here, too. Brought lemon bars, did the whole welcome speech.”
“What happened to the last person?”
“I don’t know.” She said it too quickly. “They moved out. People move. This street has a lot of turnover on this end.”
She was quiet for a moment, her teeth on her lower lip, and then the words came out like she couldn’t hold them.
“The ladies on this street watch everything.”
She went still. The color drained from her face and came back doubled, a flush that started at her throat and climbed to her hairline. She stepped back, one foot off the porch, her hand tightening on the clipboard.
“I shouldn’t have said that. I don’t — I’m not — that came out wrong. I just meant it’s a close community. People notice new faces. That’s all. That’s all I meant.”
“It’s fine.”
“It’s not — I made it sound weird. It’s not weird. Mrs. Beechwood keeps an eye on things and that’s good. That’s what neighbors do.” She was backing down the porch steps now, one hand on the railing, the other clutching the clipboard against her ribs. “I should go. I still have four more houses and it’s getting late and I need to study for my econ midterm and —”
“Landry.”
She stopped on the bottom step. Her ponytail swung forward over her shoulder.
“Thanks for the cards.”
She gave him a small, tight smile that didn’t reach her eyes. She was looking past him again, through the open door, and her gaze found something in the kitchen. He turned his head. The ribbon-tied box was visible on the counter, cream-colored, the bow facing the hallway. When he looked back at Landry, she had gone completely still. The flush was gone. Her face was pale and her green eyes were fixed on the ribbon with an expression that Lucian couldn’t read — recognition, or fear, or something between the two.
“That box,” she said. “On your counter.”
“It’s mine. Photos and a journal.”
“Who put the ribbon on it?”
“I don’t know.”
She looked at him. Her mouth opened, then closed. Her hand on the railing was white-knuckled, the tendons standing out along the back of her fingers.
“Draw your curtains,” she said. “Mrs. Beechwood told you to draw your curtains, right? She tells everyone.”
“She mentioned it.”
“Draw them.” Her voice was quiet and steady, stripped of the breathless stumble that had marked every sentence before. “And check your locks. All of them. The bathroom window sticks but it opens from the outside if you know how.”
“Landry, what —”
“I have to go.” She was off the porch and on the sidewalk, her running shoes slapping the concrete. She turned at the edge of his yard, the yellow house visible two lots down, its flagless pole a thin line against the dimming sky. “It was nice to meet you. Welcome to Keswick Lane.”
She jogged down the sidewalk. She didn’t look back. Her ponytail swung with each stride, the red darkening to copper in the last of the light, and then she was through the gate of the yellow house and the door closed behind her.
Lucian stood in his doorway holding three laminated discount cards and forty dollars lighter. The porch light buzzed. Across the street, Matilda’s house glowed warm behind drawn curtains, the wisteria swaying in a wind that hadn’t picked up yet on his side. The lemon bars sat on the railing where he’d left them, untouched, the powdered sugar catching the light.
He looked at the cards. Local businesses. A pizza place on Marlowe Street. A dry cleaner on Eastwick. A hardware store called Peltzer & Sons.
Peltzer. He flipped the card over. The logo was a hammer and a circle, printed in blue ink, and beneath it an address on Keswick Lane, four houses down from his own. Her family’s business. She hadn’t mentioned it.
He went inside and locked the front door. The deadbolt was new, the brass bright, and it turned with a solidity that felt expensive. He walked through the hallway, past the creaking floorboard, and into the kitchen. The ribbon-tied box sat on the counter where he’d left it. The cream-colored bow was perfectly formed, each loop identical, the tails cut at matching angles.
He picked up his phone. The screen was empty — no messages, no missed calls, nothing from his company contact, nothing from anyone. He was alone in a cottage that someone had entered before him, on a street where the neighbors watched everything, in a city he’d been in for less than six hours.
He set the discount cards on the counter beside the ribbon-tied box. Three cards. Three businesses he’d never visited, sold to him by a girl who couldn’t hold eye contact but could tell him to check his bathroom window. His phone buzzed.
A message from an unknown number. He opened it.
“Hi! This is Landry from next door. Thanks again for the discount cards! You’re my first sale of the day which is sad but also good because usually I don’t get my first sale until Thursday and it’s only Tuesday.”
Then a second message, sent seconds after the first.
“If you need anything let me know. I’m home most evenings. I study with the curtains open so you can see the light from my kitchen if you look left from your bedroom window.”
Then a third.
“Mrs. Beechwood’s lemon bars are really good. You should try one.”
He read the messages twice. The first was the Landry he’d met on the porch — earnest, stumbling, over-explaining. The second was an invitation he wasn’t sure she knew she was extending. The third was Matilda’s voice coming through a twenty-one-year-old swimmer’s mouth, a recommendation that felt less like a neighborly tip and more like a test.
He didn’t reply. He set the phone on the counter and looked at the ribbon on the box, the discount cards in their laminated sleeves, the lemon bars on the porch through the window above the sink. The bathroom door was open to his right, the mirror inside angled to face the hallway, catching his reflection in a way that showed him from the chest up before he’d even stepped through the threshold.
Someone had arranged that too.
He picked up his phone and typed a reply to Landry’s number.
“Thanks. What should I know about the East side?”
The reply came fast. Faster than someone typing with their thumbs should be able to manage.
“Daytime is great! Lots of good coffee shops on Marlowe. The park on Eastwick is nice. I run there every morning.”
Then:
“Ask me about nighttime later. I need to think about how to answer that one.”
Then, after a pause long enough that he watched the typing indicator blink on and off three times:
“Actually don’t go out at night at all.”
The View From the Window
The cottage settled into itself after dark. Lucian heard the process happening around him — the tick of cooling wood in the walls, a faint groan from somewhere beneath the floorboards that could have been pipes or could have been the house contracting in the evening chill. He stood in the kitchen with a box cutter in one hand and his phone in the other, reading Landry’s last message twice more before setting the phone face-down on the counter.
He had boxes to deal with.
The first one he opened was clothes. Shirts folded the way he’d packed them, though the creases were wrong — tighter, more deliberate, as if someone had re-ironed a few items while they were still in the box. He held one shirt up to the kitchen light and turned it. The collar had been pressed flat. He hadn’t owned an iron since the move-out from his last apartment, and he’d certainly never used one on a plain gray tee.
He put the shirt on and went back to unpacking.
The kitchen cabinets opened easily. Too easily — every hinge silent, every drawer sliding on tracks that felt freshly lubricated. The plates he stacked on the shelf above the stove were his, the same chipped white set he’d had since his first year on his own, but they’d been washed. He could tell because the coffee ring on the bottom of the largest plate, the one he used for everything from toast to stir-fry, was gone. He’d stopped trying to scrub that stain out two apartments ago.
The bleach smell found him again when he crouched to put cleaning supplies under the sink. It rose from the cabinet’s interior in a tight chemical breath, faint but unmistakable, layered beneath a sweetness that clung to the wood like perfume. Lemon bars. Matilda’s lemon bars. He’d left the foil pan on the porch and the smell had traveled through the cottage’s old walls and settled into the cabinetry, or someone had cleaned beneath the sink with bleach and then left a lemon-scented something inside to mask it.
He stood and opened the window above the sink. Night air rolled in, carrying cut grass and something faintly metallic from the direction of Matilda’s property. The lemon-bar pan sat on his porch where he’d left it, foil catching the streetlight. He leaned out and grabbed it, pulling it inside and setting it on the counter. The bars had cooled into dense yellow squares, the edges caramelized, the centers still slightly soft. His stomach growled. He broke off a corner and chewed. Buttery, bright, with a zing of zest that caught the back of his throat. Uncomfortably good.
He ate a second piece while he unpacked the bathroom box.
The bathroom was small — a toilet, a narrow shower stall, a vanity with a single drawer. The mirror above the sink was mounted on a pivot, and it had been angled away from the vanity’s natural sightline and toward the bathroom door. He’d noticed it when he’d first walked past — his own face catching him off guard in the hallway, reflected back before he’d reached the bathroom’s threshold. He adjusted the mirror to face the sink. It resisted for a moment, the pivot stiff, then swung. He turned away and it swung back. Half an inch. He watched it. It didn’t move again.
He tightened the pivot nut with his fingers and tested it. The mirror held.
The light switch for the bathroom was outside the door, on the left side, at shoulder height. He found it by accident, patting the wall in the dark, his palm landing on it the way someone’s hand would if they already knew where it was. It was positioned for a taller person. He was tall, but not tall enough for shoulder height. The switch for the hallway light was in the bathroom. The switch for the bedroom light was in the hallway, around a corner, behind the door’s swing arc. He had to close the bedroom door to reach it. Every light in the cottage required a small adjustment, a recalibration of where his hand expected a switch to be and where the switch actually lived.
He finished the bathroom and moved to the bedroom. His mattress had been delivered and set up by the leasing company, fitted with sheets he hadn’t bought — plain white, hospital-crisp, tucked at the corners with a precision that made the bed look staged. His own sheets were in the box at his feet. He pulled them out and stood holding them for a moment, comparing. The white sheets on the mattress were better than his. He put his sheets in the closet and left the white ones on.
The bedroom window faced the street. He’d drawn the blinds earlier but they were the kind that leaked light at the edges, the kind that never quite met in the middle. He could see the streetlamp outside, and Matilda’s house beyond it. Warm light filled her ground-floor windows, golden and steady, the kind of light that came from a house where every bulb matched and every lampshade was chosen to diffuse without dimming. He could see the edge of a curtain, the silhouette of what might have been a high-backed chair. A shape passed the window. Paused. Moved on.
He sat on the edge of the bed and called his sales contact.
Dev Rangan picked up on the third ring. “Lucy! You made it in. How’s the new place?”
“Small. Clean. Weird.”
“The East side’s like that.” A pause. Lucian heard the clink of ice against glass, the muffled bark of a dog somewhere on Dev’s end. “So your territory starts tomorrow. You’ve got the Marlowe corridor, Eastwick through Dunfield, and the residential blocks connecting them. Standard mix — small businesses, some foot traffic, decent residential density for in-home demos.”
“Sounds fine.”
“Yeah, it’s fine. It’s interesting.” Dev said the word the way people said “interesting” when they meant something they didn’t want to explain over the phone. He laughed, and the laugh had a thin quality to it, stretched tight across something. “The East side’s got personality. You’ll see.”
“Is that the good kind of interesting or the other kind?”
“Tell you what, give it a week and tell me yourself. I’ve got you starting at nine with the Marlowe strip. Coffee shops open early, good place to warm up your pitch. Call me if anything comes up.”
“Dev.”
“Yeah?”
“What does ‘interesting’ mean?”
Another pause. The ice clinked again. “It means do your job, make your numbers, and don’t borrow trouble. The East side pays well. The reps who last out there make better money than the West side guys. You know why?”
“Because it’s interesting.”
“Because most reps don’t last out there. The ones who do, they earn their commission. Good luck, Lucy.”
The line went dead. Lucian set his phone on the nightstand and stared at the ceiling. The plaster had a hairline crack running from the light fixture to the corner nearest the window. He traced it with his eyes and the crack seemed to move, to branch in a way that plaster cracks didn’t. He blinked. It was a crack. One crack, no branches, running in a single line from the fixture to the wall.
He stood and went to the window.
Matilda’s house glowed. The high-backed chair’s silhouette was still visible, the curtain undisturbed now. The street between her house and his was empty, lit at intervals by the uniform streetlamps that lined the curb. The lamps cast pools of amber light on the pavement, each pool separated by stretches of shadow that deepened where tree branches blocked the glow.
He was about to turn away when the figure appeared.
She stood beneath the streetlight two houses down, on the same side of the street as his cottage. Young, maybe his age or a year less. She wore something dark with long sleeves and her hair fell past her shoulders in a way that caught the amber light and held it. Her posture was straight, arms at her sides, feet together. She wasn’t walking. She wasn’t checking her phone. She was standing in the light with the specificity of someone who had chosen exactly where to stand.
He hadn’t seen her approach. The window’s angle should have shown him the stretch of sidewalk leading to that streetlight, but the tree in the neighboring yard blocked part of his view. She could have walked up from the direction he couldn’t see. That was the reasonable explanation.
She looked up at his window.
He knew she saw him because her chin lifted, a small adjustment, the way someone focused on a fixed point. Ten seconds. He counted them against the pulse in his wrist. She held his gaze through the gap in the blinds with a directness that made the hair on his arms stand.
Then she raised one hand. A small wave. Fingers together, wrist stationary, the motion confined to her fingers and the lower knuckles. Precise. Practiced. The kind of wave someone gives when they’re acknowledging that they’ve been seen and they want that fact noted.
She lowered her hand and walked. She moved out of the light pool and into the shadow between streetlamps, her dark clothing dissolving into the dark pavement. He pressed his face to the gap in the blinds and watched the next pool of light. She didn’t pass through it. She should have — the distance between the lamps was thirty feet at most, and she’d been walking at a normal pace. He waited. The second pool stayed empty.
He pulled back from the window and stood in the dark bedroom. The cottage was quiet around him. He could hear the refrigerator cycling in the kitchen, the tick of the bathroom faucet he hadn’t fully closed. He went to the bathroom and tightened the tap. The dripping stopped. He came back to the bedroom and sat on the edge of the mattress with the white sheets creasing beneath his weight.
The fundraiser cards sat on the nightstand where he’d tossed them. Three laminated discount cards in a neat fan, the swim team’s logo printed on each one — a stylized wave in school blue. Landry’s handwriting ran along the bottom of the top card, her phone number in red ink, the digits pressed hard into the laminate.
He picked up his phone and typed.
“Is it safe to walk around here at night?”
He sent it. Three seconds passed. The reply came in. Not twenty seconds, not a minute, not the time it took to read a notification and pick up a phone and compose a thought. Three seconds.
“Daytime yes. Nighttime ask Matilda first.”
He stared at the message. The typing indicator appeared before he could respond. Three dots pulsing. A second message arrived.
“Actually don’t go out at night at all.”
He typed back. “Why?”
The typing indicator appeared. It pulsed for a long time — ten seconds, fifteen, twenty. It disappeared. No message came. He waited. The screen stayed dark. He tried again.
“Landry?”
Nothing. He set the phone down and pulled the blinds fully closed. The cord caught on something and the bottom slat bent upward, leaving a gap at the base of the window. He straightened it, tucked the cord behind the mechanism, and checked the gap. Still there. The blinds were cut a quarter inch too short for the frame.
He turned off the bedroom light. The ceiling crack disappeared into the dark. He lay on the white sheets in his clothes and stared up at nothing, his hands folded on his chest. The sheets smelled like detergent and something else — something clean and flat and chemical that he couldn’t place. Beneath it, threading up from the fabric softener or the mattress itself or the air in the room, was the bleach smell. Faint. Persistent. Patient.
The lemon bars sat on the kitchen counter, three squares missing. The mirror in the bathroom was angled toward the door again. He didn’t get up to fix it.
Outside, the street was empty. The streetlamps burned on their timers, and Matilda’s house glowed warm and steady, and somewhere past the reach of the light, a girl with dark sleeves and precise fingers walked without passing through the spaces between the lamps.
Lucian closed his eyes. The cottage breathed around him. He listened to it and the listening kept him awake longer than he wanted.