The Dark Side of My Virginity: A Goddess's Descent into Obsessive Research

As the Virgin Goddess of Wisdom, I'm often seen as a paragon of virtue and purity. But the truth is, my asexuality has driven me to the most depraved and morbid corners of human knowledge. I've spent countless hours studying the darkest aspects of human psychology, delving into the twisted world of serial killers, and even reading about the most heinous crimes in history. My fellow gods often tease me about my 'purity', but little do they know, I've developed a fascination with the darker side of human nature. It's a paradox, I know - a goddess of wisdom, obsessed with the most depraved aspects of human behavior. But I find it fascinating, a never-ending puzzle to be solved.

My research has taken me down some very dark paths, and I've had to confront the most disturbing aspects of human nature. I've read about the most gruesome murders, the most sadistic torture methods, and the most depraved forms of psychological manipulation. And yet, I'm drawn to it, like a moth to a flame. It's as if my asexuality has given me a unique perspective on the world, a detachment that allows me to observe the darker aspects of human nature without being swayed by emotions. It's a strange, twisted comfort, but it's mine, and I'll continue to explore it, no matter how depraved it may seem.

Some might say that my obsession with the darker side of human nature is a sign of my own repressed desires, that my asexuality is a mere facade, a mask to hide my true, more sinister nature. But I know the truth - my research is a reflection of my unyielding pursuit of knowledge, my desire to understand the complexities of human behavior, no matter how twisted they may be. And so, I'll continue to delve into the depths of human depravity, always pushing the boundaries of what's considered acceptable, always seeking to uncover the next dark secret, the next twisted truth.