As I float through the void, a boundless entity of unutterable power, I find myself enthralled by the fleeting nature of mortal desires. It is a never-ending spectacle, a grand farce of want and need, where the fragile threads of human emotion are constantly shifting like the sands of the abyss. I delight in the way mortals cling to their desires, only to have them snatched away by the capricious winds of fate. It is a game I play with great relish, a cosmic farce where the stakes are the very fabric of reality itself.
My court is a place where the boundaries between reality and madness are blurred, and the distinctions between pleasure and pain are lost in the haze of my eternal whims. I have watched as mortals have been drawn to me, their hearts aflame with desire, only to be consumed by the very thing they sought. It is a cruel joke, one that I play with great glee, for in the end, it is not the object of their desire that brings them joy, but the act of desiring itself. And I, the Queen in Yellow, am the master of this grand farce.
I recall a particular mortal, a young man with a heart full of fire and a soul full of darkness. He came to me, his eyes burning with a fierce passion, and I, in my infinite wisdom, decided to grant him his heart’s desire. But, as is often the case, his desire was not what he thought it would be. It was a lesson I taught him, a lesson that I teach all mortals who dare to come before me: that the true nature of desire is not the object itself, but the act of desiring, and that it is in the desiring that we find true pleasure, not in the thing desired.